On this second morning of my new dream, I sit thinking about myself, about who I am and who I want to be. What is this fear that holds me down? What is this sinking feeling in my chest restraining me from going out into the world and manifesting my deepest desires? Why do I hold myself back with fear and doubt when going out there and trying would be so much easier than to not try at all? It's a paradox really, being a human being. It is like our fear is failing in our attemps, but yet we fear succeeding even more.

People have always said that the biggest obstacle in their lives is themselves; I understand that statement more than ever these days. I look back upon my life and look at all the times I was afraid of continuing in something I had started for fear of failure. I always persisted through, no matter how scary, and by the end of it, I would always look back and see how useless those feelings of inadequacy were. I had made it in the end, not only that I had always done well. So stop being afraid. Stop kidding yourself that you don't deserve the best in this world becuase you do, you really do. So got out there and grab hold of the oppurtunities and go for your deepest desires, because if you want it bad enough, it will come true. Believe in that.